Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Ephemeral.


Ephemeral.

MSR had once blogged about this and I draw inspiration from the word she taught me to bend and twist it to fit into my present situation. Actually, when you think of it, it needn’t be twisted or bent all that much, ephemeral is what it is. I met a chap here in Baroda, who of all places to have done his schooling from, did it in Bahrain, in the Indian School, my rival school. That got me thinking, Bombay was temporary, I was born there, made to inhale a plethora of toxins, flown away to Bahrain, which too, was emhemeral, and then shunted back to Mumbai (which it had become by then) to further my education. In Bombay, I never imagined the places I’d be travelling to and the colleges I’d be studying in, and sadly, those too were brief, six years in the city and I was out.

This time it was Baroda, all alone and independent, doing as I pleased, when I pleased. If you’re wondering why this post suddenly materialised after almost a month if inactivity on this blog, it’s because I didn’t go to work today. I have an upset stomach and plus, I needed the privacy to sit alone and think about what’s to be done with the rest of the time available to me on earth before my expiry date.

It all comes and goes, you never know where you’ll be tomorrow and what you’ll be doing, that’s the best part of life, you get thrown in the deep end of the pool and that’s when you realise what you’re made of. Every single day I crib about being sent to Baroda, and then I talk to some of the people here and don’t feel so bad. I’m fortunate to have had some really good friends in Bombay and I’m in the process of making some more here. I’ve amassed products from Delhi, Madras, Maharashtra, Calcutta, Rajasthan, Punjab, Bihar, Uttar Pradesh, Saurashtra, Jabalpur and god alone knows where else.

It’s when you meet all these people that you start to realise your place in the world. I’ll state an astonishing fact here, I live with three others in this flat and between the three of them, they have fewer shirts, and just the same number of trousers as I do. Am I lavish or extravagant or what? One gets by on two shirts and one pair of trousers for the entire week; another has a community wardrobe, where all those enrolled share clothes as per their needs. I’ve heard about people sharing food, shoes, combs, watches, and even tooth picks, but clothes? Come on!

It’s been almost a year since I travelled by sleeper class in the trains, and I decided to try it on Sunday, the day I went to Ahmedabad to meet Babloo. On the journey back, I started talking to this chap who came from some village in Rajasthan, he’d never seen the bright lights of Bombay or any large city for that matter so travelling out of the country like I had was out of the question. He had a family to support and he was probably as old as I was if not younger. He was a commerce graduate and he was preparing for the civil services exams, the IAS to be specific. He had a battery of tests to clear, a written on, followed by a group discussion and an interview. And that wasn’t all, people have been know to exit the fray during the medical tests for reasons known to the medical brains behind them. He had a single bag with him, his clothes and necessities. I was on my way back from making the rounds of some of the most overpriced stores in the Ahmedabad malls, places whose glass facades he would probably stare into, wistfully, one day. In my tattered bag I had an iPod Touch, a SONY camera, two cell phones, two books that I’d bought off the road and a pristine white shirt worth the better half of a grand. The cost of my ticket in the train didn’t seem an unnecessary expense but this chap pointed out that taking the bus back to Baroda would have cost me half the train fare. Point taken. Then he started asking me about where I worked and on hearing about Lunch & Tea, he had that spell bound look in his eyes that said “I’d LOVE to work there”. He said that he’d seen their sparkling offices and was impressed though he had not the faintest idea what was done in them.

This just shows how the better half of India lives. Here are people like me who are city slickers and would never dream of gorging on anything less that cheddar cheese filled chapattis in the mornings and on the other side you have people like Mr fake-Levis-shoes in the train, who’ve never been to an outlet of an international retail chain;  on one hand are people who dream of working abroad, getting to work in flashy cars and having a posse of people to attend to them whenever they decide to step out for a breath of fresh air and on the other you have people for whom living and working in a city, breathing its polluted air is a refreshing change from the quite lives they’ve led in their villages.

It makes you think, is it really worth it, working like a dog just to get an SMS confirmation that your salary has reached the eager hands of your private bank, ready to swallow you whole by dangling the promise of a flashy life style funded by their ridiculously expensive personal loans? Is this how different we are in the same country?

Imagine.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

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Saturday, October 31, 2009

Side Comment:


PJ Power : So when you're done having an orgasm about finding a free Wi Fi connection you can come over to my place and see the internet as it should be. (PJ Power to someone else, referring to me).


Cheers!

PS - No, this will not turn into a Twitter style update feed.

Coming to terms with Baroda.


Coming to terms with Baroda.

The first step to doing that was when I realized that all the people in the supposedly “great” Bombay were just loafing around with not much to do. Then I found a free Wi-Fi network and surfed the net and after that I started my professional networking lessons with a member of the Jindal clan.

Pranay Jindal is just the stem of the Y away from Pranav, the only remnant of my halcyon days of college. The former is what I’d like to equate to being the male equivalent of a certain nursery rhyme character that I knew in Bombay, ok I still know the concerned character, but what the heck? I don’t seem to be making much sense these days, not after your mind gets strangled by the endless tangle of wires that constitute the average “electrical scheme drawing”. For the uninitiated, that’s what the “technical” people draw up on paper for the technicians to follow when they wire the components of any electrical panel. Believe me, all of the wires that snake across the places where you live and work started their days as lines on a piece of paper; from the ridiculously simple in your average hut to the insanely complex in a multi megawatt power plant. Technically, I shouldn’t be writing about work and the company I work in, but since I haven’t taken the name anywhere or said anything bad, I should be ok, right?

Yes, back to the male equivalent of the nursery rhyme character, Mr. Jindal. For starts, his appearance reminded me of an alligator, or a sapping turtle or some related creature of the natural world. If you manage to draw a connection of some sort between those two, then you’re bloody brilliant, believe me, even this man has trouble reading my tone of voice and facial expressions, I tend to exaggerate a lot and send out the wrong signals at the wrong times. Finding a rock n roll fan is not easy task, especially in a small city cum industrial town but here you go, I’ve found life where I previously thought there was none. Rock n roll will always find a way to survive in the harshest of conditions! And he makes a lot of noise with external speakers for his lappy! I don’t make sense!

Yes, think of Jindal and you think of Jindal Steel, the company whose shares are likened to the Reliance of yesterday, with four figure valuations and yearly dividend payouts. Our man here seems to have had his intravenous shots of finance at a very young age, believe me, I can tell. Whether or not he’s connected to the illustrious clan of entrepreneurs, I don’t know and don’t want to ask, but I’m sure the act of forwarding this mail to him will elicit some sort of response, it ‘s worked in the past and I bet it will work yet again, words are all I have after all. Oh he'll be stalking the corridors of power very soon indeed.

The male equivalent you ask, and that has not yet been answered, ok I’ll tell you why. I cannot talk for monkeys nuts, I just cannot get my point across and convince people. But this man specializes in that, PR work you can call it. From using a few contacts to build a network that spans generations to leaving his footprints in the sands of Baroda, I think he’ll do it all. When you attend some session of Toastmasters International in Baroda, you know where it all started, in an air conditioned office on the outskirts of the town.

I could wax eloquent about what little I know of this man, but time restricts my rave to this much. There’s only so many times that you can turn your head around to make sure that no one’s watching you as you waste time in office!

Till the next post,

Cheers from Baroda!

Sunday, October 25, 2009

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So now i can post via email!

Yaay!
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Eldrich Rebello
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My blog  http://eldrichr.blogspot.com

Think about this -
Ted Turner  - "Sports is like a war without the killing."

Fish - Boy out of the City.

I've never felt so alone before. This morning, while sitting in the bus, i realised something about myself concerning my reluctance to travel. I've been asked by a certain KC to accompany him to Hyderabad and nearby places in the South of the country, on a jolly jaunt, but i declined the invitation. I now know that i did so, not because I was afraid the poor quality of the latrines at the stations and in the trains but because i've become a creature of habit. We all do at one point of time. A rolling stone gathers no moss but if the stone stays stationary for too long, the moss dries up.I didn't go because i was afraid to leave home.


That's exactly what's happened to me here in India, i've lived in Bombay for so long that i've started to take some of the cities conveniences for granted; buses at any time of the day and night, people willing to help you find an unknown locality in a huge city; trains that stop at nothing, not even terrorist attacks and of course, home, family and friends.


I thought i was independent, that i didn't need anyone for support, that my support came from inside. Now i know where i stand. I didn't need to talk to people but i needed their physical nearness, i needed the same bed to sleep in at night, the same smells at home, the same people to call when i wanted something, anything. I once thought that being in a crowded local train could make you feel near so many people yet so far from each one of them. Loneliness has a new meaning now.


The only friend that i had in the city, another person who got transferred from Bombay has left. He's been sent off to some place in Haryana and now i'm fending for myself, which is both good and bad at the same time. Good because i get a chace to face life on my own, to learn a lot; bad because it's hard being away from home for extended periods.


Enough of a rant for now, i'll rant some more when i can!






Cheers!